fearing fear

People are fearful of multiple things; from lions to spiders to heights and everything in between. I, myself am not afraid of these things.  I would jump off a clif if I had the chance, or even rub a lion under its chin. I am fearful of fear.  I HATE being scared of things.  Honestly, what does an object or a thing have over me? What makes them in charge of making me scared.  Who gave them that power? So when I find myself feeling a little scared I completely freak out.  My mind goes through a panic trying to find a way to get over it and move on from the feeling of fear.  In some ways this is a terrible thing, but in other ways it is a good thing.  I mean, I have trained my mind so well to where I can competely demolish my fear and move on.  Sure, it sounds incredible but in reality it is tiring.  It involves so much control and concentration by the time the fear is gone I want to take a nap. ZzzzZzZzZ